Feb 2015
Dear my Future Prince,
Hey you!
I am writing this letter because it’s that time of the year
in which I actually hope that you’d already be here. Valentines is
just around the corner and much as I want to dismiss the thought, I am somehow
saddened by the fact that you are not yet here with me. Boo you!
You see, ever since a child, I have wondered who you might
be, what you’re going to look like or how we’re gonna meet? These never ending
questions that always make me hope for the best love story one can ever think
of. You know, San Cai’s Dao Ming Si, the Edward of Bella and Miaka’s Tamahome,
that special someone who will promise to protect her even though she can take
care of herself.
After a heartbreak, I started wondering if I was really
meant to have that happily ever after I had been hoping for. It became very hard for me to believe that you are still out there given all the tragic stories I hear
about couples breaking up and cheaters everywhere. Sometimes I wonder if you’ve
also given up and started playing with love the way all the others do.
Everytime I think of that, I always talk to the one that
could make sense of it all. I speak to God with my eyes in tears praying for
you and your heart. Hoping that you are also talking to Him, too.
I pray that you will find my weirdness cute and that my eccentricities that will keep you entertained as you learn each one of them.
I hope that you also have an awkward sense of humor so that
you will find my jokes funny because most people don’t. LOL.
In the same note, I hope I’ll have someone to debate with in
you. I don’t really need you to be like Teddy Locsin but at least someone who
isn’t apathetic with what’s already happening in the world because I actually
care about current events. I wouldn’t mind it if we won’t vote the same person
in the next presidential election but I’m looking forward to our political
disagreements in case we don’t have the same perspective (although it's better if we do).
I am hoping that we both read books or watch the same shows that
may be part of our future conversations because you know, we will have a
lifetime to talk about it. I’m interested to know your predictions about how Annalise
and her class will get away with murder or how you planned your own survival tactics
while watching The Walking Dead. I’m also curious if ‘One More Chance’ made you
cry or if you are also as excited as me at this time for the next installment
of ‘The Avengers’.
Not to keep your hopes up though, I am not perfect. In fact
you might be irritated by my constant inability to predict traffic and be
sometimes late during our future dates. I might also annoy you with me being so
affected by the things around or you might find me very shallow as I laugh out
loud because of a stupid internet meme I saw.
However, I promise to listen to your music (if you play any)
or cheer you at your basketball games cause you are my own MVP, Most Valuable
Person. We will go on our own journey and bring each other to countries we’ve
been to during our Singleness. The places in which you thought to yourself, “Once
I have God’s best with me, I’ll bring her here” because I have my list to bring
you to as well. I am looking forward to travelling all over the world with your
hand interlaced with mine.
More so, I am hoping that you are now in good company that
will eventually be our support system. Those who will encourage us to lead a
relationship that will glorify Him. The people we’ll run to in case we have misunderstanding
to make us realize how minor our problems are and how we can get over each one
of those together.
Right now, I hope that you are yearning to give away flowers
but won’t. I hope that you save those bouquets of roses for me because I am
dying to receive them once God already reveals to us that we are the characters
of the love story he orchestrated from day one.
Patiently Waiting,
Your Princess
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